"Fuck!" Say I

Because nobody rules over my thoughts. Live with it.

A Masochist Note

Posted by The Bitch on 4/23/2008 05:37:00 PM

Will you be there beside me
If the world falls apart
And will all of our moments
Remain in your heart
Will you be there to guide me
All the way through, I wonder will you
Walk by my side, and follow my dreams
And bear with my pride, as strong as it seems
Will you be there
Tomorrow

Will you be there beside me
As time goes on by
And be there to hold me
Whenever I cry
Will you be there to guide me
All the way through, I wonder will you
Walk by my side, and follow my dreams
And bear with my pride, as strong as it seems
Will you be there
Tomorrow


Dua dinihari lalu lagu ini seperti mendobrak dari dalam kepala saya, ingin menyeruak lepas, menjalar-jalar selalu kian kemari hingga dapat menggerakkan lidah dan menggali paksa memori purba yang dorman di balik sel-sel kelabu otak, menendang-nendang pita suara dalam tenggorok untuk bergerak dan mencambuk semua organ di dalam turut bernyanyi. Bernyanyi, teriak, mengenang peristiwa apapun yang berasosiasi dengan lagu asu tersebut. Padahal saat itu telinga saya rapat tersumpal Freak on a Leash dan file lagu itu sudah terbuang lama sekali.

Saya kesakitan. Entah kenapa nikmat rasanya.

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